apologize

Here with i apologize
coz seems that i can't close this blog
i still need a place to show my feelings
since i cant say that to anybody... (coz they ignore me)
i think this is the best place for me to say what i feel in my heart
so...
i will still update this blog :)

10-12-10

9... 10....
on 9 and 10 every month....
you will meet the different me
on that date....
i will be on down mode
down.. until the lowest point

i cant forget what happened on that day
09 - 07 - 10
the day when you propose me
10 - 09 - 10
the day when you leave me

i wish for a miracle....
another 09 or 10
the date when you come back... to me...
and the date... when we re-united together...forever

Koisuru Otome

I told you about my growing love
And you gave me a big nod
When I held your left hand for the first time
You were trembling more than me
You're so shy
You always run too fast
It worried me, because I was plotting
"If we're in love, let's fool around"

"My soul mate" "My prince on the white horse"
Embarrassed, you pay no attention
I want you to tell me what matters to you
I love you so much I can't help it

You slowly, slowly hold me
As you smile, your heartbeat is my rhythm
I love you, I love you so much, we'll be together forever
I'm the only one for you, my love

At some point, I've come to look
Looking at your profile
When I noticed that you were blushing
And begged you for a kiss, you got mad at me

To be honest, sometimes I want you to give me a big compliment
I'm having fun, floating again
But I know without a doubt that I love you
I love you so much it's embarrassing

Slowly, slowly, it guides our hands
Our wonderful melody
I love you, I love you so much, we'll be together forever
You're the only one for me, my love

Slowly, slowly, hold up your hands
The melody will reach you, my love
I love you, I love you so much, I'll say it again and again
I love you, yeah, you

Slowly...the melody will reach you
I love you, I love you so much, we'll be together forever
I'm the only one for you, my love
I'm the only one (more)


by : ikimono gakkari <3

Farewell?

Well...
im thinking to close this blog
i dont know.... but its so painful writing this blog
well.. of course ...
whenever i think about him its sooo painful T^T
but what can i do?
he has my heart T^T

all i can wish now... he will back soon ..
wish me luck guys

Ride back

Even though he’s smiling I realize I’m thinking of you
And as I hold this hand, I can feel your warmth

Even if I tear out the memories and chase them out of my heart
Even if I kick away
I still think of you

Now,
As time goes by and the season changes
As that smile turns into misty white
My heart will not forget you

Even if we cannot meet again

Even if I throw away the photo of us smiling
Even if I hide my overflowing feelings
My heart will not forget
The memories of you




by : younha 

RANT 2

i start my day with a deep sigh
again.. i was dreaming of u last nite
again.. i cried

sometimes i feel tired waiting for you
but my heart told me to keep waiting for you
my brain says : just give it up
but my heart says : dont give up

ne... are you happy there?

thats all i wanna know n i wish for

just be happy there
live your life
no need to think about me
even i suffering.. all that i want just ur happiness

let me die here... in a waiting

Finally I Found You

"Finally I Found You"
thats a word that i wish i can say....
i miss you so much...
i keep awake in the middle of night just to check whether you already back or not
but what that i got?
NOTHING

I wish someday when i awake i can found you

I dont know what to say anymore
its so random.. :)

remember....
I will always waiting for you FOREVER
but i CANT life FOREVER

I Love You

untitled 2

when i far away from you...
there is a question occurred in my mind
is that really in ur mind, its only me who reigns?

will this forever?

when i'm near you
my little heart whisper
is it true only me you love?

will this forever
or just simply

i gave you everything
eternal love
created just for you
this all should be the beautiful beginning for me

should i ask
for i know the answer?

DREAM

Everyday... I live in dream
Wishing that someday can meet my true love
Some one who will love me the way I am
I thought its impossible,
But it become possible when I meet u

The day I met you, my world start to revolve
Each day I felt like in heaven
Each kiss and each hugs makes me can't let you go
Makes me can't live without you
You makes my dream come true

And......
My nightmare came
You leave me alone here
I'm back to love in a dream
A nightmare that you won't come back to me again

And someday I think and decide to back to live in my dream
Dreaming that you will back to me again
Dreaming that you will pull me into your embrace and never ever let me go any more

Until I realised
That all of it just a dream, ILLUSION
You just my dream that won't come true in my life

But.....
Even you just a dream, illusion
I'm glad that I met you.
And I will always love you,
Zane